Stories from the heart of the loved and unloved This is my journey

To my next lover

I want to apologize to my next lover. I want to apologize if I can’t love you yet. I’m sorry if it’s taking me so long to learn how. I’m sorry because all I see are your edges and broken pieces and never your smile that can light up sad souls or your embrace that … More To my next lover

To my mom,

You are every bit a miracle – wonder in every inch and kindness in every angle.  You are every bit a super hero – you have saved me a dozen times with your wisdom and love. You are everything to me – my angel in the shape of a mom.

Let’s talk

I wish I could talk to you about what happened today – the things that made me laugh and the things that made me frown. I wish I could tell you how it feels like being at home when your brother is in a bad mood.  I wish I could talk to you on whether … More Let’s talk

Reminder

If you need a reminder of how much I admire and love you – keep reading. As a child, I’ve always thought love would be simple; perfect even. I thought love looked like a Disney Prince with a flashy smile. I thought love would take me to a candlelit dinner and would always give me … More Reminder

I am here, love

I am here, love I will always be here for you, love. No matter how jumbled your mind is or torn your heart is – I am here. Trust that I will never leave your side, through the good, the bad and the ugly. Trust that I will not get tired of praying for you. … More I am here, love

I love you

I love you even when I know you’re probably not coming back. I love you even when I know you’re probably sleeping beside another girl or kissing another lips and touching someone else’s skin. I love you even when sometimes I no longer want to. Sometimes, I try to convince myself to let go and … More I love you

Learning to love

I have always looked at myself as someone who struggles to love herself completely; someone who doubts her worth at times. Lately, I have been questioning myself on how I love other people too. Is it too much or not enough? Is it destructive? Is it toxic? We all learn love differently. You might have … More Learning to love