I want to apologize to my next lover.
I want to apologize if I can’t love you yet. I’m sorry if it’s taking me so long to learn how. I’m sorry because all I see are your edges and broken pieces and never your smile that can light up sad souls or your embrace that can warm up a cold heart.
I’m sorry if sometimes I blame you for the misfortunes, bad timings and wrong decisions. I’m sorry, honey.
To my next lover, staring back at me in the mirror – I’m sorry.
Please forgive me because it’s taking me too long to love everything about you. I’m sorry if I only appreciate you on the good days and forget to do so on the bad days. I’m sorry, love.
But just like any apology, I will always try to make it right. I will always try to make it up to you. One thing you should never forget though, is that I will never leave you.
I know every night you’re praying for someone who would stay – really stay with you. Don’t worry, honey – the wait is over.
If you’re looking for someone who would stay with you – you’re looking at her in the mirror.
It’s time, my love.