I know I’m a mess, a walking ball of stress and a talking headache.
I know that but even when I’m all those things – I can also be someone who will always be there for you.
When you’re stressed or have a lot of things going on in your mind. Like who created God? Why are there questions with no definite answers? I can be someone who will listen to your stories, rants and thoughts about the world, space and technology.
When you’ve had a long and tiring day, I can be someone who will take care of you. I’ll make sure you won’t have to worry about the bed you’ll sleep on, food you’ll eat and everything else in between.
When you feel like the world is closing in on you, I will be there beside you and make sure that you will never feel alone. I will hold your hand and assure you that things will be okay and if all else fails, we can start again. I won’t leave when things go sour.
When you feel like breaking down or quitting, I will be here to be your strength. I will listen with no judgments and help you get up when you’re ready. I will not pressure you into standing up when your knees are tired but instead, I will help you. We will take a rest, breathe and I will be your feet until you can walk again.
I know sometimes I make no sense at all. I know sometimes instead of bringing you peace, I bring the opposite. I know sometimes I’m a pain in the ass and a big baby.
But I will love you.
I will love you faithfully.
I can’t promise to be perfect or make no mistakes but I can promise to love you faithfully – love you as you already are, love you entirely with all your flaws, love you and only you.
It’s just you, love, from the moment I met you – always has been and always will be.
Please come home, I will be waiting.