I love you more

I love you more.

Whenever I tell you that I love you more, I don’t mean to compete. I don’t say it to start a competition on who loves the most and whose heart has screamed each other’s name for the past 8 hours. Whenever I tell you I love you more – what I mean is that I love you more than I have the ability to show you.

I love you more than my good morning, good night and random texts in between can make you feel. I love you more than our arguments which feels like days when it’s only been a couple of hours. I love you more than our banters and misunderstandings.

I love you more.

I mean I love you more than your flaws and sometimes unfiltered comments and remarks. You never knew how to hold back your tongue sometimes but I love that you’re frank and I love the way you accept that about you. I love you more than the silent wars you wage and the bad times and the bad days. I know sometimes we get on each other’s nerves or overthink or.. get jealous but I love you more and I think that’s just one way for us to appreciate the good we have and get to know each other more.

I love you more.

I love you more than your past that you’ve been trying to run from or forget. I know sometimes you just want to erase them or start over but honey, as much as we want to – we can’t. All we can do is move on from of it. Just know that I love you still and I love you more. I know it takes alot from you to open up and I’m here to understand – not punish. I’m here to accept everything about you.

I love you more.

I love you more because even when I am still a work in progress – always doing the wrong things and saying the words but never meaning to hurt you – you stood by me. You have incredible patience and kindness towards me and I love you so much for dealing with me the best way you know how and I know, sometimes things aren’t looking pretty but I hope you’ll never give up on me.

I love you more.

I love you more than my tantrums, mood swings and cry baby moments. You have always reminded me that I am strong and I am capable of doing what is expected from me and more. I love you more because you know how to make me realize how strong I am and I love you more when I really am about to break.

I love you more.

I love you more than our shortcomings. I know we both have things we wish we could do for each other but sometimes time and capability does not allow us but I appreciate that you always – always take the time to talk to me and remind me that you love me. I admire all your efforts, sweetheart – big and small. I know how important time is for you and you always make an effort to lend me most of it when possible.

I love you more.

I love you more than material things and I know you love me more than material things as well because when I lost something that is very precious to you – you hugged me and told me to relax. I love you more than any amount of money or any expensive gadget or any precious material thing. I love you more because you are irreplaceable, you are the love of my life and you are worth more than anything money could ever buy.

I love you more.

I mean I love you so much more even when we’re just walking hand in hand or eating outside. Even when we’re just exchanging stories or I’m resting on your chest and I can hear the rhythmic beating of your heart. Even when you’re just walking up to me. No matter how simple or mundane are the things we keep doing, I keep finding you standing out and I love you more for that.

I loved you even more when you made me realize that God answers my prayers. All those nights I questioned myself if I was ever enough for anyone and all those nights I cried myself to sleep, praying – was worth it. Here you are, bringing my prayers to life and I think I’m falling in love even more.

So know, love, that when I tell you I love you more, I don’t just mean I love you more.

I mean – I appreciate all that you are and love you for everything that you will ever be.

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