Love Me Challenge – Day Twelve

Day 12: Share a flaw

I am extremely insecure. Trust me, I am not exaggerating.

I may not make it obvious but you have got to reassure me every time how much I mean to you and you won’t be leaving anytime soon because of my flaws or you’ve found someone more worthy of your time. Growing up being loved but somehow you’re never the favorite or the priority, fucked with my head.

Why? Am I not that worth it? Don’t I mean that much? Won’t I do justice the time and effort you’ve wasted on me? I may not always show it, but I am incredibly stubborn and I will not believe a thing you say unless you prove it. I will not believe you when you tell me I am worthy because many have already did, but where are they now? I will always think that one of these days, you’re going to get tired of me and finally see what everyone has and you’re going to leave.

Sometimes its the little things, the random messages or sweet little acts that I need. I need reassurance and if you’re going to tell me something, make sure you can prove it.

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